I realize that sometimes my sense of humor may seem rude and/or mean to other people. I really dont mean for it to! I often call good friends biatches and my husband a pendejo but I mean it purely out of love. In fact I never use those words in anger or if I am in a bad mood. If I am not calling you one you can bet I may act nice but am generally not all that fond of you :) Also, I find the most rediculous things extremely funny. One of my favorite quoates from my mom is "Hey, everyone was thinking it, I'm just the only one brave enough to say it!" This was generally used after we all got together and something very crude had come up when you know everyone is thinking something perverted etc. but we are all to grown up to laugh at it or mention the connection to something gross or sexual. Everyone stays quite and then you would here my mom louder than ever exclaiming the obvious. I have carried on this trate and weirdly I love it! It tends to break the ice of akward situations. I miss my mom and her quirky sense of humor too. She always made every thing funny, and everything always had to be an adventure. My life seems admittedly more calm with her gone. I do miss the excitement and the hours of rolling around in laughter that I spent with her. I miss our spontanious adventures. Ok, I have to stop now I am crying at work now. At least they are tears of happiness and remembrence instead of sadness. I guess it does get better with time. Peace out my peeps.
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